It explains everything all to well. Damn Muse I love you.

Take us away from here

Protect us from further harm

I know you've suffered,
But I don't want you to hide,
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied

Soothing,

I'll make you feel pure,

Trust me,

You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart

I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,

I want to exorcise the demons from your past,

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers,

That you're wicked and divine,

You may be a sinner,

But your innocence is mine

Please me,

Show me how it's done,

Tease me,

You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,

I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,

I want to exorcise the demons from your past,

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me,

Show me how it's done,

Trust me,

You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,

I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,

I want to exorcise the demons from your past,

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Pure hearts stumble,
In my hands, they crumble,
Fragile and stripped to the core,
I can't hurt you anymore,
Loved by numbers,
You're losing life's wonder,
Touch like strangers; detached,
I can't feel you anymore,
The sunshine trapped in our hearts,
It could rise again,
But I'm lost, crushed, cold and confused with no guiding light left inside

You were my guiding light

When comfort and warmth can't be found I still reach for you,
But I'm lost, crushed, cold and confused with no guiding light left inside

You're my guiding light,
You're my guiding light,
When there's no guiding light left inside,
There's no guiding light in our lives

Hey it's 8:19 AM.

I'm at Magenta's, she passed out about two hours ago.

I still haven't slept- I tried.

I feel verrrrrrrry hollowwwww

www.

'CENTRALS'.

I want to write a story on Centrals.

I want everyone whose ever been involved with that place to help me. :]

Yes??

Suggestionsss.

Hello to anybody reading this.

Apologies to those of you who have been encouraging me to blog more, for a while I couldn't be fucked- then around my birthday time I lost my mobile phone for a while..

So I pretty much haven't blogged for fucking AGES. O_O

I'll give you a run down on what I've been up to since... I don't know... A while, or as far as my brain will reach.

So yeah, I'll start from about June, at TAFE, still studying gay ass-sucking Art, made a fucking cool new friend called Saskia- she's so good ^.^

Umm yeah blah blah, at that time and previously I'd been taking a lot of acid, learnt a lot, saw some purdy thangz.

I was being real social back then and the city was still bareable.

Umm yeah, got a boyfriend in mid-June.

Still at TAFE by this point.

Ummm yeah, had a downfall just recently, then something pretty good and unexpected happened, something crazy which I cannot be arsed to type all out for you readers, and I don't particularly trust those interweb snakes out there.

So now things are going pretty good...

Been smoking a lot.

No, not cigarettes- ew.

Weird things happen sometimes, its cool though. I'll try to blog more now that i've found my phone, and have this back etc.

Last night;

Poetic subtle sentiments
Flowing from the heart,
In calligraphic elegance
Framed by eclectic art.

Psychedelic transcendental
Shamanistic inspiration,
Melting mingling merging
With collective realizations.

I am all beings.
I am all things.
I am the one in the many.

I am also the dissolver
Of all ego too,
For (I'm happy to say)
I am verily you.

Hello Heart

I see Dirty faces...

Abduction!

Aliens ate my mother

And the young girl- She ripped like a peach

-As seen on tv

You see my atomic clock radio?
I found it in toyland

Fuck you buddy, Bite me!

Broken toys were amongst the clock

Just like some bungled city

I passed a candy sniper

His machine was not a weapon... But a chewed straw

Mmmm... Dancing donuts

You're so close to me in this D I G I T A L dream

In this distant galaxy

You're like a dragon fly

Spawned from my dream machine

Dream of me?

We'll have a feast of flesh

Or perhaps purchase a fruit stand

Maybe the cat needs heart surgery

...Hello heart- Hold your breath

But I am simplified

Pfft, so is the Indigo joker

In his hands is a vial.

He lives in the swamp

Love letters, on the back they form...

A Map of you

I'm so Mercurious

It's More than human

But I'm Not Mary Kate

I carry Poison berries

And Poisoned candy

I assure you I'm Sweet as poisoned candy

Valium girls,

Vanilla boys.

Yesterdays meal was brilliant.

Young star.

'Previously on LSD.'

Reactive? The tongue tingles,
and substance makes intimate with blood...
Hence, this night begins.
For 13 hours bygone, I will be what once I was not.

Lysergic liquid lies lapped under lucid tongues.

Subliminally surging through spirited senses.

Beneath the brain burns a brilliant blindness,

An arcane abstraction altered by acidic elixir,

Unraveling universal understanding

Through transcendental thoughts.

Physical persona parts from platonic psyche,

Puncturing pensive psychedelic perception.

Rapt in a radiantly reconstructed reality.

Enclosed eyelids enlighten euphoric epiphanies

As we drift down the depths of distant daydreams.

Mercurious

It makes me feel

Like I am in another place

Somewhere in cyberspace

Your repertoire is one vast contradiction

I think I have developed an addiction